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Churchwell, Cassi Leann
20 August 1991 - 02 February-2014
My baby, My love, My life...2-2-14 my life changed. My precious child completed suicide. She had battled depression for over 5 years. We had tried many doctors, therapists, counselors, medications...nothing worked for long. I worried her entire life, I worried something might happen to her...from the time she was born I loved her so much, felt so inadequate...I felt God had made a mistake in giving her to me because there was no way I was worthy of her, and I wasn't I was only 20 when I had her. I didn't really know how to be a good parent, I thought loving her so much was enough and I thought I could protect her from all harm. She was my best friend. We had the same sense of humor, the same tastes in music, literature...I am doing my best to carry on, but I have to say, Life just isn't fun without her.