Remembering ...
Williamson, Martha Elizabeth
09 January 1989 - 17 April 2018
Portsmouth, Hampshire, United Kingdom
Our Remembrance
Martha was .. is my beautiful baby sister. She truly was the light of my life. Her life was hard we were separated for years but close again when my baby sister was to become a mummy. She adored her baby girl wanted to give her the childhood she never had. Wanted her to be surrounded by only love and good people. Martha was the life and soul of the party always laughing joking but she battled with mental illness and just never felt good enough. She was so good enough loved by many but she thought she was alone. Thought her little girl would be better off without her. Thought we all would be too. We wish she knew just how loved she was. Martha completed suicide on 17th April this year. She has left behind a hole in all our lives which will never be filled again. Her pain ended but ours had only begun. My heart is forever broken I carry guilt anger but most of all I carry a great big hole inside. I will never again see her beautiful smile or hear her voice. The thought of this world without her scares me. I will never give up your memory. I love you Martha and I miss you so much. Gbnf you live on in us I'm hold you in my heart till I can hold you in heaven. Xxxx